Positives & Reflections

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Happy or grateful about today. Just fucking angry that someone that's treated me so bad gets a partner and I'm still horrendously fucking single and alone.  Six fucking years, single, trying to find someone, be there for others and yet I cant connect with anyone that I'm attracted to, not fucking one. 

How does someone who uses others and isn't smart enough to hide it, manipulates, talks down to, belittles other people, get to find a partner "When they are looking for anyone", yet someone who tries to do good, reaches out to those who need it, a lot of the time to their own detriment, helps, is kind as much as humanly possible and anything else just to be there for others, is still fucking single and has nothing but time wasters, people who can't read fucking adverts or just plain not what the advert denotes. I'm not a saint, but I try to be a good person as much as possible, yet I am still alone and she gets to find someone, I know how bad it sounds, but this is literally not fucking fair, at, fucking all.  And Deadlife has cancelled the fucking tour..... Today just keeps on fucking giving. 

Haven't been able to think of much happy over the last few days but there is this that finally came out. Its only the dlc but its the nicest picture that I can't be arsed to edit ha

 

 

 Baby account... obvs Main

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A few days before I got Covid from Riki, who got it from Allen TG and /or pants who didn't tell anyone they got it from the England Semifinal game. Fucking pricks.   

 I wish he and his family knew how much he meant to a whole scene in London. The energy and love her gave every single fucking kid going to shows was immeasurable. He was so loved, Slayer wanted to take him on tour to show how other security guards should treat fans. He was honestly the best and we all still fucking miss him dearly.